Saturday, September 25, 2010

Obsession with perfection..
But the odd thing is..

You aren't perfect,
in any way.

Friday, September 24, 2010


Complain, Complain..

Nothing is ever right,
Everything is always the same..

Complain, Complain..

Every conversation with you..
Someone else is to blame..

Complain, Complain..

No one has it this rough..
You are the only one.

Complain, Complain..

Listening to the same thing
over and over; such a drain.

Thursday, September 23, 2010

Painful Words.

You're a horrible Mother! You suck!
Painful words from Mother to Daughter..

Getting to the point where you don't give a fuck..
Wanting to get away.

Why do we hurt the ones we love?
Why do we want to see them fall?
What is the point where you reach the last straw?

How can a Mother talk to a Daughter this way..
Abuse is not love.

I pray for her every day.

Wednesday, September 22, 2010


Do you ever think of me?
Do you ever feel regret?

How can you just move on?
How is your conscience clear?

Did you ever feel love?
Did you ever feel fear?

Why did you leave me?
Why didn't you love me?

Holding this wonderful gift from God.
I am astounded at how you could leave your daughter.

Broken Pieces of a Soul

A willing participant,
though half your age..
Did you really think that it was ok?

What went through your mind?
Why did you think it would be fine?
to take a part of a young girls soul?

Old enough to be her Father,
Couldn't control your want and desire..
Do you ever think about her?

Left broken and in pieces,
Shattered her as an adult for years,
I hope in the end, you are in tears.

I'm sure you moved on though,
Thank God for the Living Father,
To help that young girl mend.

Friday, September 17, 2010

What is the Difference?

Oh Bother..
Why is one preferred over the other?

Suck it up, suck it in..
But not you, for you I'll spread myself thin..

Two different fathers,
same life outcome,

Whatever you do,
Always do for only one of them..

Sacrifice! I sacrificed!
But why did you sacrifice your children
and not your life?

Oh bother..
My Mother.

Thursday, September 9, 2010

Oh my little dog.

Oh my little dog. I miss you so much.

As I cry, I notice, you should be here.

All my secrets were safe with you.

Who will be my friend in the early hours?

A loving spirit and friend, sent directly from God.

A Girl's best friend, you weren't just mine,

But a little boy's too, and we cry for you.

A young child asks, where is my best friend?

and a Mother tries to explain..

A loss of words, my mind is blank..

I miss my sweet, best friend.